Wednesday, May 21, 2008!
HandWritten on; 12:22 AM
today was so. so. so SUPER torturous every lesson passed like an eternity. i cant remember much except looking at the clock, either wishing the second hand will tick faster or thinking what we were doing at that time a couple of days ago. I MISS SHAKE o8 very very very very very much. do you know the feeling of being in the classroom and thinking wth am i going to do after school now that there's no dance. the feeling you get in tutorials and lectures and thinking wth am i doing here. and the very sinking feeling you get when you look around and see no dancers around :( i mean, i LOVE my class. just that today its kinda hard to not feel irritated at every single thing i see which is un-dance related. i think im going insane. everything suddenly seemed so dull, so boring, so unimportant, so meaningless, so insignificant...
and after school i couldnt stand it any longer, went to look for sharon jiayi helen, meisiew and jiayuan came after that and we just studied together for a while. studying is not dancing, but at least its with the dancers, it helps alot to be together with people who share the same sentiments as you :D
then i just read jiayi's blog. and i was kinda enlightened, BUT okay maybe a few days more it will be better. YAY THERE IS ARTS FEST TMR, at least something to look forward to.
I REALLY REALLY LOVE MAD :)